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I love children

Despite the fact that I love children, I’ve always resented the idea of having children of my own. How to explain to that new, pure and naive being why it is conceived? Also, having children revokes our individuality.

Headache

The headache that prevents me from sleeping is clear evidence that I went too far tonight.

Plastic surgery

The main danger of plastic surgery is losing one’s identity.

Rituals

For a long time, I was bragging that my only habit is not having other habits. However, as getting older, I started enjoying certain rituals that I didn’t care for before. They don’t say in vain that aging stiffens the human spirit.

No time

Upon my arrival in the US, I was working for a certain company, while failing to acquire a single friend. I started worrying about that, even considering that something is wrong with my social skills. Later, I realized why is that: people here work so much that they don’t have time for their immediate families, let alone friends.

Easy money

When I came to the US, I wished to continue my education. However, once I realized how much time and effort it would cost, and considering poor teachers’ salaries, I decided to dedicate myself to programming.

Bad handwriting

As a student, I was keeping notes very diligently, especially in philosophy and psychology classes. The problem was that I couldn’t read them later, since a have very bad handwriting. It took me a long time to stop taking them.

Dawn

Seeing dawn from the right side, that’s living correctly. I was always filled with pleasure by going to sleep when other people are getting ready to go to work.

Dilemma

My ex called me today, only to say that my mere existence is messing her life up, despite that we haven’t heard from each other in months, and live far away from each other. Does that mean that I should kill myself, in order to make her happy?