When creating animal species, God granted them sexuality to ensure the continuation of his work. Not even he could have imagined how greatly humans are going to abuse this gift.
To be desperate for days, weeks, months, years, and decades. To be desperate to the limits of endurance, at the same time not committing, or even contemplating, suicide, it’s the bravest thing in the World.
To be a vulture must be tremendously painful, but, you have to make a living. Also, some people have natural predispositions for it. In any case, it is better to be a vulture than a carrion.